My mother started studying when I was 8 and I completed my fade after discovering TTATT at age 48...so 40 years wasted in this cult.
I was baptized at age 15, mainly to please my mom. I nearly left around my 30th - became inactive, but still believed it was "the truth". I checked out a few BBS sites (early internet) but soon stumbled upon much bitterness and decided not to pursue. One elders visit was enough to draw me back.
This is why I strongly urge others to devote some time to (prayerful) reading and research so as to convince themselves it is NOT the truth and to be able to leave without guilt or fear. Also, though bitterness is a normal PCTS process, it is best not to get stuck here - as this works counterproductive in helping others.